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17 November 2005 @ 07:01 pm

i haven't had food in 3 days.
i'm sick and weak.
i haven't even smoked.

i'm feeling a little bit better today.

i read a book called you remind me of you.
it was wonderful.

13 days till i move.
25 October 2005 @ 11:17 pm
Hospitals suck.
I got to ride in
An ambulance though.
And they poked me with needles

Oh and my bag to stolen
In Ann Arbor right before
I had to go to the hospital

I had everything in there.
Car keys
Cell phone
All my test books
And now there all just gone
Current Mood: indescribableindescribable
24 October 2005 @ 11:37 pm
ok so today was a little better.
I found out a lot about myself.
this enplanes a lot for me.

I really wish I could find "that" someone who wants to find "that" someone too.
no more guys who just want to find everyone all at one time.

I have so much running in my head
and I need to talk to Eric about it
because he is the only one who won’t think I’m crazy.
but just my luck he's not online.

what ever.
my mood still sucks and I think it will till
I find a faithful person who also wants a faithful person.
like the person you would marry.
24 October 2005 @ 12:56 am
people piss me off.
like boy who are ugly fake and think there all that.
and think they can go around telling that i need ot lower my standards.
24 October 2005 @ 12:33 am
i just wish i could have told her that she was beautiful not matter what.

and that i would have loved her forever.

and that i would let nothing bad ever happen to her.

i wish i could hold her and kiss her.

and tell her that she would have been my everything.

i wish i could have told her that i loved her even before i knew she was.
Current Mood: sadsad
24 October 2005 @ 12:14 am
i'm bored tired and lonely.

i hate sitting here alone.

today sucked once again.
i didn't do anything.
and i'm sick of looking at this computer.
but i have nothing better to do

well i do.
only i can't because i'm to sick to go out.

Current Mood: blahblah